Today is the day!

Today is my babies' birthday! Obviously, I'm having a hard time sleeping as its 1:09am, I've taken an ambien and nothing is going on in the sleep department. Jay is snoring away on the tiny couch and I'm watching dance moms and thinking about today. I have such a mix of excitement, nervousness, a bit scared, and joy. I
In a bit of shock that tomorrow afternoon I will be the mother to two precious children. The only thing I can compare it to is the night before my wedding, knowing that the very next day my life would change and never be
the same.

I'm going to TRY and get some sleep
before the greatest blessing we will ever know enter our lives.

Quick topic switch-
My night nurse Kim is also fabulous and very caring. She has been with me all evening and is watching my blood pressure like a hawk. It's gotten up to 178/108 and it's a bit nerve wracking. They took me off of the monitors for the evening so that I could sleep and will take my blood pressure every four hours. Luckily, before bed my bp went down! If it rises while I'm sleeping they will give me meds through my iv and if
that still doesn't go down, they have to deliver early. Our chances look great that it will continue to go down on its
own. We'll know more in the morning!
Here we go!!!