And Babies Make Four

I never wanted to be this person but I am. I hate pregnant women. It hurts so bad to hear the news or see them. I've found out that two people are I know are expecting in the last two days and it kills me. Why can't it be me? Why is everyone else that wants to be pregnant, pregnant? Why is it so hard? If I hear "maybe now is not the time" or "God has a plan for you" one more time I might punch the person in the face. Worst part is, now that I've had the IUI I'm not supposed to drink and I could seriously use a glass of wine. I just need a break.