So I woke up bright and early this morning to prepare for our new church service that starts today and guess who came to visit? Yup I defintely started today. At least the spotting helps me prepare for what is to come and I dot have the same crazy emotions going on today as I did on Friday.
Every month that I'm not pregnant I tell myself that it's going to happen this month and actually look up my next "due date". Hoping that positive thinking will do the trick! This month's due date would be January 1st. Kind of cool. Maybe we'll have the first baby of the year!
This is probably tmi by I'm concerned that I started my period really early this month and that the Crinone (progesterone) isn't doing it's job of putting enough progesterone in my body to prevent me from having a miscarriage by starting my period too early. We've also entertained the idea of switching to IVF this month. I know it's early in the infertility process but the way the sperm counts are coming in, it may be our only hope. I don't think I can keep having this disappointment each month as we wait for Jay's count to go up.
We're headed to church for the first day of the new contemporary service that we've been working hard to put on. Please
Pray for our church that this is a success and allows us to reach out to our community in a meaningful way!
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